Control Issues

I am typically the type of person that always has to be in control, always has to have things in order.  Now admittedly, when you step into my home, you would think the opposite, but hey! I am a new mom, I'm exhausted, and at times I just don't have the energy to clean up.  But, I digress.  Anywho, yes, control.  I always have to be in control, and in running my own business, it gives me control of a lot of things.  But there are times, when I feel that I do not have any control over things, and to be honest it terrifies me.

One of the things that I have been working on is to let the control go.  Let things come as they will, and not to worry myself over not being able to have that control.  It's hard work yes, but it has been helping me a lot.  I mean, I have not been in control of my sleep schedule for almost three months now.  But, I just let it happen as it will, and I sleep when I can.  When the baby naps, I nap.  That's just the way it goes.
I think the reason why I needed to be in control was because it gave me security, it also gave me a sense of being successful.  One of the biggest things was getting over that hurdle.  As the saying goes, "Let go and let God".  Sometimes you just have to let things happen as they naturally will.  If it is meant to come to you, then it will!

 

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